Friday, 6 April 2012

Brief update

I realise that I haven't posted here in so long which makes me feel slightly guilty, so I thought I'd write a post to let everyone know that I'm still alive. I've not been doing much other than working my two part time jobs and seeing friends. I actually have a week off at the moment from both jobs which has been really nice :)

Oh, I don't think I mentioned it on here, but I found out about 2 weeks ago (on the 29th March to be precise hah) that I had received a rejection from Liverpool post interview which I have to say, not to sound big headed or anything, that I was quite surprised about as I actually thought that the interview went well (a lot better than my Birmingham interview) but obviously not. I didn't think the outcome of the Liverpool interview would bother me as much as it has done but I actually did feel quite disappointed about getting rejected! It put doubts in my mind, like maybe the interviewers didn't see me as doctor material and maybe my Birmingham offer was actually a fluke? (yeah I know it sounds silly but these are the thoughts I had). I was even thinking about requesting feedback from Liverpool to find out what had actually gone wrong because I really felt like I had developed a good rapport with the two ladies that had interviewed me and they did seem genuinely interested in what I had to say. But it seems that I was disillusioned.

Anyway after talking through my feelings with my Dad and one of my friends, they basically convinced me that there was no point in getting feedback from Liverpool, as I had already achieved what i wanted. BUT I have to say, it just goes to show that you can never tell what the interviewers are really thinking and what the outcome will be! Oh well, I DO have an offer from my first choice university and although maybe from what I have said it doesn't seem like I am happy, I am delighted/elated/relieved. I have now firmed Birmingham and starting to look for accommodation with a group of girls on my course :D
 
It was my birthday last week and I got a lovely new iPhone from my parents, which I wasn't expecting, but it means that hopefully I will be using my new smartphone to post a lot more frequently on here (but saying that I did have a blackberry curve before so its not as if I couldn't write blog posts using that. Though the internet on the blackberry was really slow so it would have taken me ages to post anything using that phone- that's my excuse hah -_-).
Like I said anyway, the aim of this post is just to let everyone know I'm still alive so I'll leave it at that for now but I'll be back soon.

Thursday, 2 February 2012

Third time lucky :)

So this last week has been very surreal...I think its finally sunk in that I have an offer to study medicine. At the beginning, when I first found out, I kept on logging onto UCAS track half expecting it to change to unsuccessful as I just couldn't believe it..

Now that I think about it, its quite funny how I found out that I had received an offer from Birmingham. I was getting tired of waiting to hear the outcome and I was really apprehensive...stalking the postman (whenever the letters came I'd be the first person to run to see if i had any), freaking out whenever I got an email alert on my phone, going through the forums every few hours to see if anyone had heard anything, it was really crazy...
..It finally got to 1 week and 3 days post Birmingham interview when I decided I couldn't take it anymore (I think after finding out on New Media Medicine that someone had received a rejection post interview from Birmingham). So I decided enough was enough and I braved myself to phone up the admissions office. I spoke to a lovely lady and I wasn't expecting to find out the result over the phone, rather I wanted to know when I'd hear from them. She asked for my name and also for the date of my interview and there was a pause on the phone before she told me that I had an offer and it would be updated on UCAS track in a couple of hours. She said it so calmly that I froze and had to stop and get her to check if she had got the correct name and she laughed and confirmed my name and told me that I did indeed have an offer. I'm sure she gets shocked applicants all the time, bless her ha!
So yeah thats how I found out, and it was updated on UCAS a couple of hours later. I had a little cry before telling my parents. My dad was on his way back from a conference and was on the plane when I found out so I couldn't contact him, but when he landed in London I told him and he let out a shout over the phone before telling me that he'd call me back later because everyone was staring at him on the plane haha- so yeah he was happy! I'll never forget what my parents have done for me and the stress I've been through with them!
This application process has been seriously draining so I'm very relieved to know that I will be going back to University in September. Really looking forward to experiencing university life once more and pursuing my dream. Bah I really am third time lucky!

I haven't firmed the offer at Birmingham yet as I want to wait for Liverpool to get back to me in March to see how I did in the interview and what they were really thinking when I answered the questions (I'd hate to never know ha)!

Anyway I haven't really been up to much other than working as I'm trying to save up before September. I'm working two jobs (as a bank healthcare assistant and also have an admin job- both jobs within the NHS).
I've just completed two night shifts in a row working as a healthcare assistant on the gynaecology ward which have been tiring to say the least but really enjoyable. They were my first ever night shifts and I'll probably book some more night shifts later this month. Have 6 shifts to do this week (3 more left to go)...

Also booked a holiday to Las Vegas last week with the family for August. A holiday is soo what I need right now...

Wednesday, 25 January 2012

OFFER!!!

So I have just recieved an offer for the Birmingham GEP course!!!!!  Im so shocked!!!!
I keep on checking track to see whether they have made a mistake or something?? WOW
Best day of my life...

Saturday, 14 January 2012

Post interview feelings..If only I could rewind back time..

So I had my interview at Birmingham yesterday for the graduate medicine course. I don't know what to think of it- I feel like it didn't go as well as I thought my Liverpool interview had gone...infact the more and more I think about it, the more I think of how badly it went. I'm actually feeling quite disappointed with myself as Birmingham is my first choice as I've mentioned before! I was just so awkward, I think it was the nerves. At the end the interviewer was like "so are you going on the tour?" and I just feel like he was saying it as in to say like whats the point of going after this crap interview lol but hey maybe I'm reading into it too much? It could infact mean nothing and maybe he was just trying to make conversation but i was just like 'Yeah' but I didn't sound enthusiastic about it (even though I really was excited) lol maybe I should have said it like 'Yeah definitely!!'... But yeah hindsight is such a beautiful thing..

The interviewers were so friendly and I answered all the questions but I didn't come out of the interview feeling too pleased with my answers and I shook my head immediately when I came out of the door and plus it was just over SO quickly, they didn't even ask me any questions about my work experience, I just don't know what they were looking for. I must say I will be very surprised if I get an offer to be honest but I will find out in 2 weeks I guess.. I think there is a 1 in 2 chance of offer after interview for the Bham GEP interview so those are quite good odds. One of the first years that gave the tour said that last year they had interviewed 80 people and they gave offers to 60 people and 53 people accepted although there were 40 places so they had a bigger group than they had anticipated! Apparently the admissions tutors don't want to make the same mistake again this year so they will most probably be giving offers to a slightly lower number of people this time round *sigh*...But anyway I met some really nice people at the interview which made me want to go even there more arghh...

Just trying to take my mind off it (I emphasise trying as thats all I seem to be thinking about today). I've really been thinking about what I'm going to do next year if i don't get into medicine, whether I can face going through the application process AGAIN. Sigh but we'll soon see...
But anyway my cousin is coming tomorrow and spending a few nights so that will be nice and will hopefully take my mind off things and I am going to try and get some shifts from work so yeah will be trying to keep busy for the next couple of weeks...

Oh and thanks to itscomplicated, Grumpy Biomed and areyousure? for your comments in my last post. Your comments really made me feel better about everything..

Wednesday, 4 January 2012

Feeling a little down..

Hmm I don't why but tonight I just feel really sad and down in the dumps and just felt like writing a post to tell you of this fact. Apologies in advance for sounding so depressing. I'm sure I'll be fine tomorrow though.

I don't know why I'm feeling like this to be honest.

I don't know if its the wind which is just so annoying, it seems like there is a tornado going on outside and its even worse because there are so many trees outside our house so the full effect of the wind can really be heard.
Mehh and my interview preparation is just driving me mad. I was practising a few questions with my Dad this evening and it just went badly, I dunno I actually find it harder practising with my Dad. I think I find it easier talking to someone I don't know about my experiences or so thats what I keep saying to reassure myself but I must admit this is how I felt when I was practising with my Dad before my Liverpool interview. I guess I have had an interview before and it wasn't so bad but I just don't want to get complacent especially as my next interview is at Birmingham which is really my TOP TOP choice.
You know I don't even know what I really wanted to talk about in this post so I think I will stop rambling on. I may just have an early night, yes 12am is pretty early for me- over the past few days I've been up until about 3.30am doing absolutely nothing but surfing the internet...
...So yeah hopefully I'll be feeling much happier tomorrow. Goodnight!

Saturday, 31 December 2011

Heres to 2011!

Well, with the last hour to go of 2011, I thought I'd write my last blog post for this year! I have not long got back from a meal with my friends which was lovely as I hadn't seen them for ages. It was really nice to end the year with their company. The remaining hours of 2011 (or minutes, by the time I finish typing this post -_- ) will be spent having a quiet night in with my family (I better quickly type this post and return back to be with them as they will probably be wondering where I've got to).

Anyway this year has been well in a word, AMAZING! 2011 marks the year I graduated with a first class honours in Medical Biochemistry, passed my driving test (on the 3rd go mind), went on my first date *blushes*. Ahh its been full of so many personal achievements and I'm so thankful to have had such a good year.
I've been thinking about new year resolutions for 2012 and I think for me it is to be more confident within myself. Naturally, I'm not a very confident person but I feel like the experiences I've had in 2011 have given me more self-belief and slowly my confidence has grown, but there is still room for improvement. I'm trying not to think about it but 2012 also marks the year that I may start medical school which is so exciting. Who knows if it actually happens though?! It will be very interesting to know where I stand this time next year!

Anyway I better get back downstairs to be with my family. All it remains for me to say is happy new year to anybody that may be reading this. I hope 2012 is a successful year that presents many opportunites and happy occasions!
...Goodbye 2011 & Hello 2012!!!!!!!

Sunday, 25 December 2011

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Just a quick blog post to wish all my readers/ followers a Merry Christmas and a successful new year.
I've had a lovely Christmas day, eaten far too much and loved being in the presence of loved ones- hope you all had a good day too :-D

Monday, 12 December 2011

That horrible feeling...

So this time last week I had just finished my Liverpool interview which I thought had gone ok as discussed in my previous post. But the more and more I think about it, the more I think about what I wish I had said and what I wish that I hadn't. I know hindsight is a wonderful thing and its easier now to think about the answers I should have said when I'm not in a room full of two interviewers looking at me but I dunno I just can't stop thinking about it...How am I going to wait till March for the decision *sigh*

Anyway in other news I'm yet to start my Christmas shopping. I just don't have any motivation especially as I don't get paid till the 22nd of this month so I think I can safely say that my Christmas shopping will be done very last minute this year.
I have a work Christmas party on Sunday which I'm excited for, will be nice to go out and get dressed. 
Hopefully I will be in the festive spirit by then!

Monday, 5 December 2011

Liverpool interview

So I had my first interview today at liverpool and my gosh I was soooo nervous! Couldnt really sleep the night before and kept on waking up thinking about the interview. Eventually woke up at 4.30am and left home at 6.30am. Luckily my Dad drove me up (long drive) to Liverpool and I arrived an hour before my allocated interview time. I have to say I think the interview went ok.. I just hope I expressed myself well, the interviewers were so nice and friendly and I hope they liked me. I'm not sure how I compare to the other graduates though.. I guess I'll have to wait till March before I find out. So glad the interview is over and done with..now to enjoy Christmas before my Birmingham interview in January!
Oh and I forgot to say I also have recieved an interview at Queens Belfast! I can't believe it, 3 interviews out of 4. Would never have expected it! Liverpool and Birmingham are really my first choices though, just because they are 4 year...will be over the moon if I can get an offer from one of these places!
Anyway I really am so tired so I think Im going to take a nap and just chill for the rest of the day :-)

Thursday, 24 November 2011

BBC health is my new favourite homepage... (Interview prep)

So after getting two interviews..one being in 10 days (eeeek) I think motivation has finally kicked in and I am finally going to start with some prep! I think I'm going to try to blog about a medical news story every day and my thoughts about it!

So lets start with a news story I read which said that women who are in fear of labour can be given the opportunity to have a Caesarean..
Basically NICE is offering new guidelines which now says that women who don't have health complications can now opt to have a C-section! Currently C-sections are offered only if the woman has complications such as diabetes, high blood pressure or if the foetus is in the wrong position but new guidelines state that C-sections can be now offered even if there is no medical justification..

So what the advantages and disadvantages of such implications..

Advantages
  • May reduce abortions, as some women have abortions simply because they are scared of the pain of giving birth naturally.
  • Natural birth is known to be painful so giving women that choice may be seen as a good thing

Disadvantages
  • Having a C-section is around £1,000 more than giving birth naturally so at a time when the NHS is trying to save money it may not be such a good idea.
  •  C-sections may increase the hospital stay
In conclusion, I personally feel that women should be allowed to make informed decisions about their body and if the abortion rate is reduced as a result then I think it is a good idea..

2nd Interview :-D

Oh my gosh I can't believe it!! I have just received an email for an interview for Liverpool GEP medicine..
So so so happy right now but unfortunately i'm going to have to reschedule it!
I really pray that I can change the date though...

Sunday, 20 November 2011

INTERVIEW FOR BIRMINGHAM GEC MEDICINE (4 YEAR)..

I have news!! So a letter came through the post on Friday morning (18th) and I have been invited to attend an interview to study medicine at Birmingham University on the 13th January 2012 (Friday the 13th..Oh how ironic hah!)
So so so happy as its my first choice! But also not feeling very confident....
Would really appreciate any advice that anyone would like to offer me :-)

Thursday, 3 November 2011

New job and updates

I have already been so bad with keeping up to date with my blog! Not very impressive :-/

Anyway, I have so much to blog about but don’t know where to start!
Ok, lets start with my healthcare assistant job.. I just want to say before I carry on talking about my work experiences that I am obviously going to maintain confidentiality and I am not going to mention any real names of patients/people that I talk about on here. 

So I mentioned in my previous post that I was going to start a healthcare assistant job. My first shift was last Tuesday on the surgical ward but this first shift (supernumerary shift as they call it) mainly involved shadowing another healthcare assistant in order to give me an insight into the job role and what is expected of me. The healthcare assistant I shadowed was so lovely and as it was a morning shift (7am- 2.30pm) the first thing we did was to strip down and make patient beds. Oh I forgot to mention that before we started making patient beds she also gave me a tour of the ward and showed me the location of the fire exits, sluice, staff room /kitchen.

Luckily the ward wasn’t too busy so after making patient beds we kind of sat around at the nurses station for a bit and chatted with the other nurses whilst answering patient buzzers. One of the student nurses who was 28 (he looked a lot younger though told me that he was planning to study medicine when he finished his nursing training which I found quite inspiring and we had a conversation about studying medicine). At around 10am we emptied the patient catheter bags and recorded the readings on fluid charts. After carrying out various other errands on the ward, we took the patient obs (at around 12pm) which involved measuring blood pressures/oxygen sats/pulse rates/checking if the patient had opened their bowels/taking temperature/checking their blood sugar level if they were diabetic/taking the respiration rate etc. After this we just responded to patient queries and before I knew it, it was time to go home! The shift was over pretty quickly to be honest.. 


I actually learnt a great deal on this first shift and whilst I was working on my shift there was actually an incident that had taken place with one of the junior doctors and one of the patients on the ward who was HIV+. The patient (lets call her Doris) was very upset and actually had a cry with one of the nurses because Doris (note that this is not the patients real name) had heard one of the junior doctors mentioning how she was HIV+ and how she had to go for a chest X-ray. Doris was upset because she thought that the patient next to her had heard the junior doctor talk about her situation and infact the patient next to her had asked her why she was going for a chest X-ray. So yeah the nurse had to have a word with the junior doctor because there had been an issue of confidentiality and so this incident highlighted to me the issue confidentiality can have and how important it is to maintain confidentiality! 


Whilst I was working, one of the clinical support workers on the ward told me how she had obtained a needle stick injury when she had taken blood from a HIV+ patient in the past and how this had made her cautious when taking blood. Luckily she had been given the all clear so yeah the first shift was pretty interesting and made me think a lot...


From then and now I have since worked two shifts as a healthcare assistant. Oh by the way, I don’t think I mentioned that I am infact a bank healthcare assistant so I am based on different wards, it just depends on which wards need extra staff and when I am available. That’s what I like about bank work- the fact that you can work as and when you want (as long as you do one shift within 6 months). So yeah as well as working on the surgical ward, I’ve worked on the labour and elderly ward. 


Gosh the elderly ward was lets just say very tough. The shift I did on the elderly ward was actually a one to one with a patient who had dementia. I wasn’t actually made aware that I would be doing a one to one by the nurse bank before I had accepted the shift even though I should have been. So yeah my job for that particular shift was to sit and watch the patient and make sure he didn’t fall or put himself in danger. At first it didn’t seem too bad as the patient was asleep when I had arrived on the ward but once he had woken up, that was it.. he kept on wandering around the wards and entering other patients beds/ entering the nurses office. It was very tiring following him around, and also the fact that he couldn’t communicate made it a very hard task for me. Sometimes he would say ‘Come on!!’ as if he wanted me to answer a question he was asking me but because I couldn’t make sense of what he was saying as his words were all jumbled up I couldn’t really answer him so I mostly responded by nodding and saying yeah and asking him if he was okay. I was thankful that he wasn’t aggressive, he seemed like a lovely chap. It’s such a shame that his dementia was deteriorating so quickly. By the end of the shift I was very tired but I felt a sense of satisfaction in that I had been able to prevent the patient from falling and he seemed to enjoy my company whilst I was with him so I hoped in one way or another that I had brought him happiness....So yeah thats my experiences so far as working as a healthcare assistant.


I also mentioned in my last post that I had an interview for an admin job (casenote services library clerk to be exact) which was on Saturday. Yeah the interview for that went pretty well, it was pretty informal to be fair and they seemed to be looking to take on a large number of people so I was pretty hopeful going in for the interview that I would get the job (this job only lasts until January though). There were about 25 people at the interview and we were given a tour of the casenote library which contained all the patient notes before being led away separately for our interviews.

The woman interviewing me asked me about my work experience and when I’ve had to work in a team and when I was available to work- that’s pretty much it, it wasn’t anything too stressful and lasted pretty much about 5-10 minutes.


I got a call on Monday (four miscalls actually) whilst I was at work and there was a voice message from the person who interviewed me saying that she wanted to discuss my interview with me. I called back on Tuesday as by the time I had finished work it was too late to call her back. When I called back, the woman told me that she wanted to offer me a more permanent role (a year fixed contract) and that they were holding interviews for this permanent role on Wednesday. Of course I said I would come! I didn’t really think much of the upcoming Wednesday interview and expected it to be informal like the interview on Saturday so I didn’t do much preparation for it apart from reading the job description that had been emailed to me and yeah I pretty much went to the interview on Wednesday knowing the job description and what I would say if they asked me why I wanted the job. 


To my shock when I arrived on Wednesday there were three people in the room waiting to interview me! I expected one person to be interviewing me like last time and I immediately felt so underprepared when I entered the room. The three women interviewing me seemed nice though and one of them explained the job role and told me that they had invited me back because they were impressed with my interview on Saturday and that a few of the staff were leaving and so they had some permanent positions available. I asked about the Saturday job and whether I had got the job and how it would work and the woman said that if I was unsuccessful with this interview then I would definitely be given the job that I had an interview for on Saturday...so that was great to hear!! Then another woman began questioning me. The questions I have to say where not what I was expecting and really put me on the spot:

From what I can remember they asked me about:

  • My work experience (this wasn’t too bad a question)
  • A time when I’ve had to problem solve
  • The skills that I would bring to a team
  • How my friends would describe me/What are my strengths and weaknesses
  • A time when I’ve had to say no to somebody
  • Whether I have good time management skills

Yeah most of the questions were pretty unexpected for an admin interview hah (but good prep for future medical interviews should I have any)! But I think the interview went okish- wasn't amazing, wasn't awful. I’ve not heard back from them yet and as the days pass (though only 1 day has gone so far) I feel more and more doubtful about whether I've got the job, but at least I have the admin job that lasts until January hey (though I would really love to get the permanent job so I could be doing it together with the healthcare assistant job). I thought maybe I’d hear from them today but I’m still waiting...

So yeah anyway as you can see I've been pretty busy and I knew this post would be long lol! I’m gonna try and stay more up to date this blog because this has taken me forever to type out hah!

But yeah I have work tomorrow from 7am-1pm so I better be off to bed as I have to set my alarm for 5.30am (not a nice feeling) :(


Sweet dreams :-)

Sunday, 23 October 2011

My first post

So I have been pondering over the idea of starting a blog for some time now because I'd quite like something to reflect back on over the years to come...but I have just been too lazy to actually get round to making one.
But anyway I've finally done it now and I have to say i'm proud of myself and I'm actually excited to begin this 'blogging journey' :-D..

Anyway I thought I'd start this blog by talking a bit about why I have called this blog 'third time lucky'.

So why third time lucky?
Well what can I say, basically I'm hoping to study medicine one day and I have just sent my application off (14th October) via UCAS and this will be my third time of applying. See below for the universities I've applied to...(in my next post I will talk a bit about why I have chosen these particular universities).














The University of Birmingham
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The University of Liverpool
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Queen's University Belfast
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University of Leeds
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I applied the first time most hopeful medics apply, during studying for A2 levels but i was unsuccessful and got 4 straight rejections (I must admit I was a poor candidate back then now that I reflect back on it). I also applied more recently during my 3rd year of studying medical biochemistry which was last year (October 2010) and I was more successful then- I had one interview which I unfortunately flopped (but I have learnt so much from it) and got three straight rejections from the other unis I applied to. So yeah I've been pretty unsuccessful so far when it comes to applying for medicine...
And well now, I've completed my degree (completed it in July of this year) and achieved a first class honours and currently I'm on a gap year.

I didn't want to take a gap year nor did I plan for it as I had my eyes set on studying medicine but the more I think about the things I've planned to do during my gap year, the more I think that a year away from education may not be so bad after all. So yeah that's me really. I'm hoping that during this application cycle (2011/2012) I will be lucky enough to gain entry to begin my dreams of studying medicine...
Also, another reason why I have called this blog 'third time lucky' is because I recently passed my driving test, well on the 6th of August of this year, and that was on my third attempt (hence third time lucky). So I just feel like 'third time lucky' is fitting towards my life story hah!

So what am I doing at the moment then? Well I'm currently working as a healthcare assistant at my local hospital (I actually start on Tuesday), I will blog more about it when I've completed my first shift on Tuesday. I also have an interview for a role as a casenote services library clerk (which involves sorting out patient notes, so its an admin role) this Saturday which is exciting and if I get the job that will also be in the same hospital that I will be working as a healthcare assistant.. so yeah I have a few things to look forward to this week and no doubt lots to blog about :-)..

So yeah I think I've spoken about everything I've wanted to talk about and given a good (and rather long) introduction to myself..
Gonna go back to my lazy Sunday now and wait for X factor to start! (what a fun life I lead hah)

Byeeee x

P.S. Thanks for reading and please leave any comments if you wish, will make my day :-)